Is this thing on

I'm a final year student! And the first day of being a final year student I introduced myself to the patient as a year 4 student! And the first few weeks I felt like complete shet because of the realization that I'm in y5. When I was in y4 I kept telling my friends, 'eh sape cakap y4 honeymoon year eh meh nak sekeh pale dia' dan diiringi dengan gelak besar daripada aku dan gelak terpaksa kawan2. Little did I know... my seniors said y4 is honeymoon year because it frikkin is. Relatively, memang sangat honeymoon. Penat2 ortho tu pun, henjoy kau sebenarnya. Fammed, commed. Dihantar bercuti sampai ke jerantut kau! Memories I'll hold dear. 

I am currently in my favourite posting: OnG. The lecturers are amazing. And when I say amazing I mean... amazing. I can't describe them at length because all of them have stark differences in their personalities; they are all awesome in their own way mashaAllah. Rasanya dalam lima minggu ni dah dua tiga kali aku menangis waktu PnP sebab tersentuh dengan cara cikgu2 kesayangan aku ni. Hari ni Prof sentuh pasal mak bapak ha memang mengalir la air mata syahdu aku kat situ jugak. And because I haven't watched a delivery in so long, the first time I did I cried a little. I forgot how magical the moment was :')

Basically I'm just holding on, takde banyak beza pun dengan tahun sebelum haha?? Trying to reignite my passion day by day, trying to find my purpose, trying to be as nice as I can to myself and the people around me. 

Surgery next up and tbh I'm kinda scurredd because there will be two weeks of "Ho-ship" and I heard my friends had to go to the ward as early as 5am and honestly? A sleepy girl needs all the energy she can get. 

Till then <3 div="">